tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52307759476097370192024-02-07T16:29:49.174-08:00Maryam PostFly, if you can't run, if you can't jump, if you can't walk, if you can't crawl. Don't stop.
Long time a go I was saying" Be the Best" But now I am saying choose the best.
This is my blog. I have been working on my blog off and on but from today I am so serious about publishing my photos, videos and notes plus my research papers here.Now I have more expensive time which I don't have to pay for it. Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16321353668074809884noreply@blogger.comBlogger124125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-31166566360656806032015-09-09T14:41:00.001-07:002015-09-09T14:41:40.624-07:00Lost!It is so hard to live in a society that when you were a bright color they think that you're working in the hospital and when you make jokes and rying to be funny they don't take you serious.
It is so hard to hear every week that Monday is supposed to be crazy and Friday supposed to be a fun day.
It doesn't make sense to me that red and green belongs to Christmas, pink and yellow belongs to Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-32421789615320263732015-05-01T23:15:00.001-07:002015-05-01T23:18:04.015-07:00What and what and what!Saw things with eyes that aI could ever imagine! Went trough situations that I couldn't imagine be! And every day I told myself is it gonna get worst than this! Where it is going to stop sliding down!
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-74870005635656761172014-09-01T11:10:00.001-07:002014-09-01T11:10:28.001-07:00Road to paradiseMaryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-83766791315360556162013-12-23T13:24:00.001-08:002017-03-24T14:32:07.436-07:00I miss everything and everyone!
My nostalgia remained in high temperature recently so bad . I miss my childhood I miss my friends, I miss my family, I miss my home, my hometown & my memories.
There is no cure for, it there is no medicine, and no doctor cannot help me.
When they want to help me, they just tell me ask me to forget and break all of the bridges behind, they tell me that I have to look forward and live Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-5225392548714962102013-11-14T22:53:00.003-08:002017-03-24T14:41:19.497-07:00Me and rainbow chard
I was taking pictures for a company called San Miguel, they grow herbs and greens.
They just keep bringing bunches of greens one after another and I was taking them out to pose them for my camera lens. It was a joy to take their pictures because each one of them has their own color, shades and energy.
Suddenly they brought a big bunch beautiful leafy&Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-82754985050424164912013-09-17T07:37:00.001-07:002015-04-29T22:31:47.392-07:00A new homeI wish I could buy a house that doesn't have roof or walls.I wish my house could have a shower that I don't have to turn on the lights to brighten it, it should be just shinny with sunlight! I wish I could have lots of flowers planted in my backyard not in the pot or community garden with lots of hungry gofers!
In my kitchen in my living room instead of the TV set I want to have trees. I Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-44103056799147871032013-08-07T07:09:00.001-07:002013-08-07T07:12:53.671-07:00ﺁﻳﻨﻪ MirrorWhoever invented mirror I think was trying to show clear image of human to self. Because image on the water on the glass or anything else that has reflation doesn't show the real personality of each individual to his or herself!
If we were able to brave enough to look at our self only for half an hour everyday and think of what we do what we say and how we do it it will scare off enough to not beMaryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-21559625274932191972013-07-21T09:43:00.001-07:002015-04-29T22:34:23.399-07:00Things are changing so fast.Everything is changing so rapidly around our life. people are letting the grass gets dry and places with shredded woods or stone.
Houses are getting abandoned because homeowners losing their jobs and they're moving with family or a group to be able to survive.
Friends are getting distantce because they don't  or they don't want to underestand each others anymore.
People get bored of food Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-73029351600277224082013-06-07T09:15:00.001-07:002013-06-23T23:09:35.853-07:00It is too quite without you.
Today I had to get up from my bed. I am trying to not look at her bed. House is too quite without Binky, too heavy to live. Everywhere that I look I see her eyes, I see her beautiful brown shiny eyes under the couch on top of the carpet asking for a moment of hug.
I am picking a hat with the longest hood I don't want anybody look at my eyes. I can not stop crying. I can't.I need my fairyMaryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-81926906938669986212013-05-28T03:20:00.001-07:002017-03-24T14:39:11.402-07:00She is not just a dog!
My baby Binky is really ill. She has been suffering from kidney failure & she is been melting and dissolving in front of my eyes. I have been in and out to the vet hospital for the past week or so and tried all I could to save her... to save her for me!
For some people it doesn't make sense but for those who've had the pleasure to live close by a truly loyal and genius dog makes a lot of Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-63102922326757514292013-04-29T07:43:00.003-07:002013-04-29T07:44:03.434-07:00 اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺩﻧﻴﺎاﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺩﺭ اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﺸﺘﺮﻙ اﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﻟﻨﮕﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﻮاﺭﻩ Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-10988870233960496962013-04-06T11:58:00.001-07:002013-04-08T22:17:27.440-07:00Practice in a rehab of myselfI am practicing 2 not talk I just want have two eyes open and look without love & no friendship no honesty no sympathy no help no love no love and no love.
I ve being punished by best and closest to be honest and have a big mouth to being real friend. People are running away when you are taking mirror and show them their faces to themselves, they're running away from not you but they own. Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-51560629363370444942013-04-04T09:24:00.001-07:002013-11-15T21:58:44.892-08:00 ﻧﻤﻜﻲ
اﻣﺮﻭﺯ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺑﺎ ﺻﺪاﻱ ﺁﺷﻨﺎﻱ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﻲ اﺯ ﺧﻮاﺏ ﺑﻴﺪاﺭ ﺷﺪﻡ. ﻧﻤﻜﻲ آی ﻧﻤﻜﻲ
ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﻭﺭﻡ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺁﻣﺮﻳﻜﺎ و ﺗﻮﻱ ﺷﻬﺮﻱ ﻛﻪ اﺻﻼ ﺗﻌﺪاﺩ ﺷﻬﺮﻭﻧﺪاﻥ ﻓﺎﺭﺳﻲ ﺯﺑﺎﻧﺶ ﻛﻤﺘﺮ اﺯ ﻋﺪﺩ ﺻﺪ اﺳﺖ ﭼﻪ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺩاﺭﻩ ﻧﻤﻚ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﻭﺷﻪ؟
ﻛﻤﻲ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﺭا ﻣﺎﻟﻴﺪﻡ و ﮔﻮﺷﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﺭا اﺯ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺑﺎﻟﺶ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﺩاﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﻭاﺿﺤﺘﺮ ﺑﺸﻨﻮﻡ
ﻋﺠﺐ ذهن ﻣﺎ ﺩاﺳﺘﺎﻥ ﺳﺮاﻳﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ
ﭘﺴﺮﻛﻲ ﻛﻤﻲ ﻛﻨﺪ ﺫﻫﻦ ﺳﻌﻲ ﺩاﺷﺖ آﻭاﺯﺑﺨﻮاﻧﺪ
ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪﻡ اﻣﺎ ﺩﺭ ﻳﻚ ﻟﺤﻆﻪ ﻳﺎﺩﺁﻭﺭﻱ و ﺣﻤﻠﻪ خاطرت از ذهن خسته و پر از Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-63338719634242387612013-02-26T12:49:00.001-08:002013-02-26T22:00:02.400-08:00A nation who lost their smile
I really don't know what happened to our smile! Where did we lose it! When we lost it! why we lost it! who took it away! Are we going to continue like this and lose the rest of our life without smile! We are the nation that use to be alive with smiles!
Why did we give up finding it?
We have been nagging and complaining for years and years about everything from the people of inside and outside Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-68559132894576840752013-02-22T10:43:00.001-08:002013-02-22T10:59:18.933-08:00Moment that it should'nt end everLife is the moment that you don't want it to just be ending. When you hold a loved one and squeeze them hard, kiss thy lips softly and feel the warm hug while you are watching hot tea vapors evaporate on the table with music playing in the background that should be playing forever. That's the life! Life is that moment that you don't want to be ending ever.
ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲMaryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-31919139747973541562013-02-19T12:22:00.001-08:002013-02-20T21:41:29.439-08:00What a comparison
It was years ago when I just moved to this country of contrast, beauty, love and hate. One day I was introduce to a house when I was walking on a high end neighborhood with the sign in front of it.
Estate sale.
Inside the house was like a museum. At first I thought : the last family member died and there were no heirs left and government is selling somebody's life history here. It Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-58921939624849452172013-02-07T12:15:00.001-08:002013-02-07T12:15:41.042-08:00DreamSometimes I wish I would wake up from my dream I don't know how far I should go, weeks months or years but I just wanna wake up from this dream.
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-21235696320329628782013-02-03T16:03:00.002-08:002013-02-03T20:26:07.581-08:00You are just a lucky one. That is all.
I am tired of annoying people who are trying hard to monopolize others lives and beliefs just to earn more money.
All they see is money! Without any creativity only with their silliness and getting benefit from other silly people like them make the best out of their life and enjoy themselves so much.
I am tired of people who think most others are stupid and always criticize them for their Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-4119838210514366332013-02-01T10:10:00.001-08:002013-02-01T10:10:39.451-08:00Me before and thenThis is who I was 10 years ago.
And this me now.
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-45211752193719758062012-12-25T14:26:00.001-08:002012-12-25T14:26:03.954-08:00Fall is ended and winter is here officially.
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-38421673725203339862012-12-25T12:17:00.001-08:002012-12-25T12:17:48.183-08:00 school shooting right before Christmas.1 of our neighbors like many others add it some symbols like candlelight to remembering innocent kids and school staff who were shot 1 week before Christmas. I hope Americans realize the necessity of gun control but I doubt it
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-2535412916327483742012-12-15T19:09:00.001-08:002012-12-17T15:47:22.018-08:00ترشی مخلوط Persian traditional picklesMy first time making pickles. It was an interesting processes. I suggest you to make pickles, It helps you relax when you watch too many different colors and mixing them for a good reason.
امروز برای اولین بار من ترشی درست کردم و تنها دلیلش این بود که افکارم را از اخبار بد کمی دور کنم چرا که معده و روده و... دیگه داشتند عربده میکشیدند.درست کردن ترشی را به شما هم پیشنهاد می کنم. به شما Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-78023800722914377422012-12-12T17:00:00.000-08:002012-12-12T17:00:16.374-08:00آدمها چند دسته هستند
برای یک آقایی که من میشناسم آدمها یا خیلی پیر هستندد و خیلی سن دارند یا خیلی آدم خوب و با معرفت هستندند و یا این که خیلی مضخرف هستندند. البته هیچوقت به این شکل دسته بندییش را ابراز نکرده من حدس میزنم. چون هرموقع در مورد کسی نظر میدهد به غیر از این کلمات چیزی بیرون نمیایید. شاید دسته بندی خیلی از آدمهای نسل قبل کشورم همین شکل و نقش را داشته باشد
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16321353668074809884noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-21008266375723771132012-12-12T08:42:00.001-08:002012-12-17T15:46:55.673-08:00Exciting twelve twelve twelve
It will happen in another one thousand years. How lucky we are to see hear
& smell today. How wonderful it is to walk, cook, shop, take
picture to share and celebrate today. Aren't we proud as human beings to
see such a day like today! We love coincidences and number games
because we love to entertain ourselves. I have been thinking about other
numbers that could and should happen todayMaryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5230775947609737019.post-3156347410991898742012-12-10T10:51:00.001-08:002012-12-10T10:51:34.133-08:00Tiny evilsThere a tiny evils in a skin of rabbits they're always showing off how good they are how harmful always showing a positive face but there are times that they come out from there skin and scream their personalities and a Show darkness side of there dirty soul. This is the time that you just wanted to throw all nasty words to their face throw up
Maryam Nikkhahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00524468887417399961noreply@blogger.com